boredom strikes again ~

i'm posting up blog because of the extreme boredom and nobody is around. waiting for elaine to come over to accompany me. even after watching a couple of movies. from sex and the city to the prison break. i'm totally out of idea what else to do. shit muthafucker holy fuck shit.

anyhow, i'm up with some kinda of romantic love poems. it's kinda bitchy to write those poems but trying really hard. i do write good ones though. well, those poems that i wrote, i realised that i had only sent to one person. the same person after all. in short words, i wrote for him. some people might think that it's romantic. it's sweet. i do as well. if a guy write me a poem, i think i wouldn't react this way. i'll freak out. how pathetic.

it depends actually. i wish that he would write poems for me. sing to me. dance again with me. lying on the bed doing nothing but just cuddling. most of all, treating me as his princess once more.

every single things happened for a reason. every single relationship that were formed due to fate. every single love that are shared because of the deep within feelings and chemistry. every single hope that are given out because of trust. every single joy because of the smile that lightens up someone's heart. i felt for everything that i had with him. i felt for it.